Time For a Change

Hello, what has me going on this journey? Well, going on a new journey and making a chnage has been on my mind for awhile. I became a mom in 2018 and now have 3 children. Before you ask yes my life is busy. Well, after leaving my two oldest children's father I got with my current fiance. Turns out my fiance has Bipolar 1. That has been a jounrey in itself; then my oldest daughter got diagnosed with 3q29 Microdeletion syndrome. Now my second child just got diapnosed with DMDD. Telling you this wasn't to gain sympathy, frankly sharing that part of my life is not something I really want to do, I share that information to let you know all that time I was just living and not really for myself at all. I am starting this journey for myself.

Person with arms outstretched stands on a grassy mountain ridge under a bright sky, wearing a white cap and gloves, evoking freedom.

My Journey of Finding Myself Came in 2024

In 2024 I made the very quick decision to change my degree program. I was 7 classes away from getting my associates in Business Administation. Well in 2024 I made the decision to change to switch schools. I enrolled in Full Sail and started the program for Audio Engineering.

Why Did I Make that Switch?

I have always found a comfort in music, in school I had played the Clarinet, the piano and guitar. My happy place tends to be where I can lose the world all together and listen to music. It was also a dream of mine to create music. So, after looking up a couple videos on youtube I decided I was going to fully make that switch. I knew when changing froma community college to Full Sail University I was going to start getting in more and more debt and carry student loans; to me it was worth it though. I wasn't very happy anyway and I thought maybe doing something I wanted to would help me find myself.

Why Did I Start Posting Online?

Well, you see. I haven't be very active online in a long time. Why? I really kind of started hating myself. I never looked in a mirror, I never cared about getting ready or what I looked like. I have come to this point where in order to continue my personal growth I needed to find some way to build in myself. Me putting myself online helps me see the growth I can make and makes me put my story, accomplishments, growth, everything in something physical. Not to mention I do need to start putting myself out there in order to be successful in my music career. From here I have no clue what I will be doing or the steps to get there really everything is kind of once step at time. I hope you stick around for the ride and we can grow together1